It’s already the end of April 2026, and so far the year is turning out to be a repeat of past years. I’m feeling defeated and not hopeful I will ever get to a place where I am happy. I’ve lost a ton of weight, yay, but for how long? Work is the same, maybe a bit easier since I’ve just resolved that it is what it is. If I keep this up, I’ll be dead before year end.
Getting more frustrated with myself not being motivated to continue with the resin or jewelry work; this is supposed to be my 5 year plan on self employment. It’s supposed to be my out to move and live off grid or remote near the ocean whether on the west or east coast.
Anyhow, this is just a check in and a sign to kick myself moving towards something different. A life I so deserve even though I don’t feel I do most times.
J.
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