Tomorrowland 2015 | Monika Kruse

US Election results

So Trump has one. Hilary Lost. But.. has this election motivated people to vote or to walk away. I'm not concerned that Trump will do everything that he says he wanted to do. Its a democracy, he doesn't have a dictatorship where he has full reign over everything. Its a sad day for #women though. America basically said it would rather have a racist male than an #woman.

Depression Wins Again

I have been feeling very down and upset with everything lately. I feel as if I can't take a day off work without being harassed for information; information which is readily available in a central area that my team should be able to access. WRONG. I don't get how people function around me. I am a fast learner, always have been, and I master any task at hand. It totally sucks when everyone around me praises someone who does nothing, or is the social butterfly of the office, and I'm made to feel like I'm not doing my job. 

Fuck off already. 

I guess I will get this reaction from anywhere. Perhaps I'm a threat to those who give only 50%, but it's the culture of the organization, cliquey, and dysfunctional. My own position is still only temporary and I feel as if they don't want me. For someone who needs positive feedback ongoing, I get nothing, and therefore my motivation is in the trash. 

Should I give a shit? No, if I could I'd tell them to go fuck themselves. This goes for the dumbasses I sit with on a board with my condo. I stepping down from that asap. 

Not sure where to go from here. Sometimes I just wish I would just die already. 

Silas

Marilyn Monroe For Sale

Next month they will have an auction in LA on MM memorabilia from the Estate of the Strasberg's... I believe. I find it hard to believe that Marilyn would leave her collection with these people, only to have their kids and grandkids sell it off. But who am I kidding... I want to be there and BID! Marilyn Monroe Auctions

I think I want to start my own business

I have always thought that the ultimate goal in life would be to have a job that I love, one that didn't seem like work. As I get older (yes, I did say that!), I am starting to really think about the possibilities of starting my own business - one that would allow me to work from home, or on my own terms - and preferably in a warm country south of me. A coworker of mine is on her way to doing this, and has been a great role model, and a wealth of information to help me on my way. The only real issue now is 'WHAT?' do I want to do... so begins my journey down the rabbit hole of entrepreneurism...

I think I want to start my own business

I have always thought that the ultimate goal in life would be to have a job that I love, one that didn't seem like work. As I get older (yes, I did say that!), I am starting to really think about the possibilities of starting my own business - one that would allow me to work from home, or on my own terms - and preferably in a warm country south of me. A coworker of mine is on her way to doing this, and has been a great role model, and a wealth of information to help me on my way. The only real issue now is 'WHAT?' do I want to do... so begins my journey down the rabbit hole of entrepreneurism...

Kraftwerk - Expo 2000 (Kling Klang Mix 2000)

I can't wait to go back to Berlin, maybe I should just invest in the airfare, considering the highway robbery of these mysterious 'carrier surcharges' on Air Canada flights. Didn't really get a straight answer, only that its their way of being competitive. Check my feed to see my other flight comparison, both leave Toronto and arrive in Paris around the same time, and the same level of economy. I just don't want to have the same problem as my last scheduled trip to Paris, where the flight was cancelled and my days off were spoiled.

Stasi: East Germany - The Darkest Recesses of the Totalitarian Mind (1997)